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this is so frustrating. all the each-for-his/her-own mindset. irks me. argh. i guess it isnt like st nicks alr. hmmm. well. with the "elitist" mindset. aiy. want to be doctors and not even interested in helping others. whatever la.

on a happier note, i feel much better after ranting to kevin tday! ahaha. and most importantly, seeing laopo after what seems like 123843795792139days! hmmmm. ran off suddenly to get wedges for her! umm but forgot that she just recovered x: so me being me, i "shared" with her. x: hmmmm. i'm going to start reading up on sleeping methods!

yupp. signed my contract alr! but disaster la. nw got no uniform must wear OFFICE CLOTHES. wah cannot. yucks. i'm not worried about the job i'm worried about what to wear. cause i really have no other wearable things other than t-shirts and jeans arghh. clothes shopping! nvm. laopo owes me dont knw hw many shopping trips alr!

argh. what is wrong with me! i feel like watching the departed after reading the comments and everything x: but no strong desire to watch so i'll think i'll just borrow the vcd somehow someday!

hmmm. just realised i prob cant make it for the planning of xmas party for the children and saturday sessions down to the children's centre anymore coming december :l havent told clar and alison yet. x:

STUDY

conscious mind over subconscious mind-harder than i thought
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